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Sunday, July
29, 2012 PM
Spending this
week at Bellbrae Country Club, five minutes from
Bells Beach, an hour from Melbourne; 1992 my father came to Australia, he was
87, traveling alone, from upstate New York. I was with my two sons, Sacha age 11 and Leigh, 8. We rented a large mobile home,
collected my father from Sydney Airport and drove north to the Gold Coast and
Brisbane, spent a couple of weeks getting back to Adelaide and parked in front
of our house in Victor Harbor with our mobile home. I am not sure who was the
most handful on the drive; my children or my father –
they were all so demanding. Not only was I the sole driver, cook, sorting out
three complaining humans but I seemed to be the unofficial happy person to keep
everyone else the same. Bottom line, we got to Bells Beach a month after
collecting my father in Sydney. Sacha said he would
surf no matter what. We parked his surfboard in the toilet of the mobile home
and I doubted the wisdom of bringing it from the get-go. We parked overnight on
the beach in front of the ‘no camping’ sign. Sacha proclaimed
the water too cold, and that was it for my eleven year-old surfing champ. The
next day we dropped my father off at Tullamarine Airport, took our mobile home to the
rental agent and flew back to Adelaide, with an unused surf board.
Twenty-years
later we are back. A different configuration; my father and Leigh are dead and
I am here with Narda. Sacha
and his girlfriend visited for the weekend. We all went to a micro-brewery and
wineries in the area. Sacha long ago left his surfing
career behind and is happy with his life; working with and recording hip-hop,
working with asylum seekers
from Iraq and Afghanistan and etc. Sacha left a few
hours ago to go back to work in Melbourne and we are watching the show Mad Men,
waiting our next group arrival; Narda’s son Stu,
wife, Claire and of course the seven-month old granddaughter, Maggie. The one
who covers are fridge back in China.
This is now but this is just an add-on to what I was going to
post a few days ago….
One month
later than I was going to write. Not a long time but not on time to be current,
except as reflections of then compared to now and long ago reflect in now like
any normal hologram type of holistic comparisons. Then again one year ago today
I was packing to move to China and that seems not too long ago; ten years ago I
was packing to move to New York; twenty years ago I was doing my BA in
journalism, something I never really used; thirty years ago I was a single
parent living on a farm with my two boys and on it goes, all seemingly just
moments ago. I wrote a book for my children, “Leaving Australia” (550 pages
leather bound, two copies; one for the one who decided to stay on the planet
and one for me) in which I listed everywhere I was at on Christmas for the
years 1965 – 2005 (when I stopped writing it) and I had been in something like
35 places in those 40 years at Christmas.
Last Christmas I was at:
1965 – Key West, Florida, alone
1966 – New York City, with a girlfriend whom I cannot
recall
1967 – New Orleans – have no memory of the day
1968 – Glen Ellen, California – living in a commune
1969 – 1970 Honolulu - in a religious Order with Carol
Ann
(whose daughter I helped raise for a while and whom is
a friend on Facebook 42 years later)
1971 – Clifton Park, New York with a girlfriend, forget
her name
1972 – Clifton Park, New York at my parents
1973 – New Orleans with a girlfriend, not sure which
either Rita, Chialeah, or Robin or Tamzon
1974 – Cheyenne, Wyoming - in a religious Order – trying
to be celibate
1975 – Syracuse, New York - in a religious Order – failing
celibacy at an alarming rate
1976 - Baltimore, Maryland- in a religious
Order – failed again
1977 – Towson, Maryland
1978 - Lutherville-Timonium,
Maryland - with a girlfriend, Beverly, who wrote recently that she did not want
to be in touch with me ever again; after not being in touch for like 30-years,
then finding me on-line and emailing me to say she did not want to be in touch
again – why do females make so little sense?
1979 –
Towson, Maryland with a different girlfriend than the Christmas prior, I think
she was Lynn, who committed suicide – I think it is my Venus conjunct
Saturn/Pluto all in Leo square my Jupiter that gets me with people who do these
things… just my dumb luck to be born with Saturn conjunct Pluto in Leo, exact
to the minute, and with Mars conjunct Uranus in the 8th house – no
wonder….luckily I no longer believe in that crap! Especially since Mars and
Uranus descendant go through where I live in northern China, where we return to
next week – talk about weird; Uranus was at 25 Gemini when I was born and that
is the degree and sign it was in when discovered in March 13, 1781. [I love this quote:
The discovery degree of Uranus has been found to be primarily
important in three categories of individuals. The first is writers,
particularly those who achieve wide recognition during their lifetimes. The
second is political reformers, and the third is astrologers. Ralph Waldo
Emerson was born with Mercury at 24 degrees Gemini. Charles Dickens and Arthur
Conan Doyle both had Jupiter at 26 Gemini and Aldous Huxley had his Jupiter at
25 Gemini, the discovery degree of Uranus. http://www.stariq.com/Main/Articles/P0000270.HTM]
Of course I am living proof this
is not true. 1980 –
Honolulu with wife number one
1981 – 1982 - Adelaide, South Australia with wife number one and Sacha
1983 - Adelaide, with wife number one, Sacha, and
Leigh
1984 – Clifton Park New York with my brother and parents
1985 – Clifton Park New York with my brother and parents
and two children; Sacha age 4 and Leigh age 2 and a
half – I traveled alone from Australia to New York with my children – not so
easy
1987 – Mt. Compass, South Australia, with my children
(three different
homes, a different one each Christmas.
Uranus rules my 4th house and I have never kept a home for very lone)
1988 – Port Elliot, South Australia, with my children
1989 - Middletown, South Australia, with my children
1990 - 1994 – Victor Harbor, South Australia, with my children
1995 – 1997 – Hackham, South
Australia, with my children
1998 – 2001 – Christies Down, South Australia, with my
children
2002 – Clifton Park, New York, with my 97-year-old
father, with Narda
and two of her sons
2003 – Round Lake, New York, with my 98-year-old father, Sacha,
Narda and her son, Stu.
2004 – Melbourne, Victoria, Australia, with Sacha
2005 – Paris, France with Narda
2006 – Melbourne, Australia, with Sacha
2007 – Crossville, Tennessee with Narda
and her son Chris and his wife
2008 –
Melbourne
To cut to the
chase here I am for the tenth summer, actually winter in Australia, staying in
our little apartment upstairs from the in-laws. For ten years it was part of
our summer holidays from New York, this time it is our summer holiday from
China. Nevertheless it is our last time in this house as the parents are moving
out and a change once again is in front of us, except we get to spend our
summer in winter once again.
Two weeks ago
we got a taste of summer and that is really what I want to write about as it
really does bring into memory so many decades. We left Dalian, China in the
warmth and arrived in Atlanta with 40 C (104F) greeting us for the next two
weeks. After driving off with Narda’s son Chris’ and his wife Jessica’s
car we got off the interstate as soon as possible and in Mississippi stayed at
a motel that looked not as bad as the ones next to it. Yes it is true that
motels in the south are almost all run by citizens from India. A curious
situation that has been reported (even a movie was made about it) in the NY
Times – “According to the latest
figures from the Asian American Hotel Owners Association (A.A.H.O.A.), slightly
more than 50 percent of all motels in the United States are now owned by people
of Indian origin.” And that was said in 1999, now I would believe from our
experience over the years it is about 87.46 % though I may be off by a fraction.
I added “Life behind the Lobby: Indian American Motel Owners
and the American Dream” to my Goodreads Book list to
read. Unfortunately the list is growing and the read for pleasure vs. the read
because I am teaching the bloody subject (Adobe CS6, and too many other
programs) is becoming a gap too wide for this year. Saying all that we stayed
at this place either called the Motel Alabama or the Alabama Motel; usually we
read up on a place first but we read after that people complained that there
were drug dealers and prostitutes all over this place. Having watched five
seasons of Breaking Bad I was up for an interesting night and kept looking out
the peep hole in the door for interesting action but nothing seemed to be going
on and suffice it to say we had a good sleep. The importance of a good sleep
was that we were jet lagged to buggery and actually fell to sleep as soon as we
checked in at 3 PM for a couple of hours with our bodies thinking they were
still on the way to work over in China. No matter how many times we told our
bodies it was 3 PM and not 3 AM they just would not pay
attention.
Driving route 80 over to Selma we saw reminders of the 1965
civil rights walks. So much has changed since “Sheriff Jim Clark had issued an
order for all white males in Dallas County over the age of twenty-one to report
to the courthouse that morning to be deputized... Seconds later, the troopers
began shoving the demonstrators. Many were knocked to the ground and beaten
with nightsticks. Another detachment of troopers fired tear gas. Mounted troopers charged the crowd on horseback…” from Wikipedia.
We found a soul food restaurant in Selma and the food was
good – the people there reminded us of our life in China, where everyone seems
to stare at us like we are aliens. I suppose they do not get many of us type of
people in their area. Back in 1965 we would no doubt have been beaten as
sympathizers – hungry sympathizers who did not want to eat at McDonalds over in
the white area.
Our end game was New Orleans. I had wanted to take Narda since meeting her eleven-years earlier and seeing her
play saxophone in her big-band, the ‘Little Big Horns’ at a firemen’s ball in
Adelaide. New Orleans is my favourite city in
the world. Of course when I was a street artist in Jackson Square 40 years
earlier life was a shade different; I was younger, I had not gone through the
40-years I just experienced, the world just seemed to be an easier and more
liberal place in the early 1970s. There were only about two and a half billion
people, now there are seven billion. But that was then and now my dream back
then of being with a jazz saxophone playing female had come true. I have a
photo of me in 1972 selling picture poems alongside Jackson Square at http://picture-poems.net/ and in my mind little has changed.
I never liked the
first few blocks of Bourbon Street with its strip bars – not even when I
was young and feistier than I am at 64
and eleven-months. Further down the street, about @ St. Peters the music clubs
take over and all that New Orleans is known for fills the air. Of course even
the French Quarter changes over forty-years. I could not find the music clubs I
loved in the late 1960s or the gallery I had further down Bourbon Street. It
was called Tiphareth,
after the Tree of Life - middle path on the Kabbalah. Tiphareth
is the beauty sphere. I sold my art and a few other’s craft and art things
there. It was at the end of an alley off of Bourbon that seems to no longer be
there. I was in New Orleans in 1967 – 1968 with lots of journeys in and out;
hitch hiking back to New York occasionally and once stowing away on a freighter
bound for England which I got into heaps of strife because of. After a few
years in a cult order (1969 – 1971) in Hawaii I was back in New Orleans 1972 –
1973 before going back to the order for another five years. It was those years
in New Orleans I remember best; selling my pictures alongside the fence of
Jackson Square with all the other artists; reading astrology charts and tarot
cards for people; telling passing girls how well our charts synchronized, for
personal gains I will not elaborate on here. I rented a large house at the end
of Bourbon Street and because none of my hippy friends made money I paid the
rent from my street art stuff. We could not find the house anymore – in its
place there is something newish which is too bad. We did find some good music
halls and listened to late into the night which surprised us as we usually are
off to bed when the young people are going out.
New Orleans is the best. I still keep in touch with a few
people from those days; Randy Dandurand who I had
known since our days in Los Angeles and San Francisco during those days of fun
at the end of the 1960s, then he got me involved in that Order in Hawaii in
1969 and that stuffed me up for a while, but I returned the favour
getting him out of it in 1972 when he was in charge of some station in Nashville
and we headed off to New Orleans. When we got there we were almost out of money
and slept in our sleeping bags on the lawns of Tulane University out in the
Garden District where passing students the next morning woke us and someone told
us to piss off. I spent my last five-dollars on some water colours
and art board and made a few pictures and sold them at Jackson Square; which
became my source of employment for a couple of years. Randy now lives in Eugene
Oregon and makes a living off selling old shit on EBay. I still keep in touch
with Dell Crowther who went off to Guatemala during
the Regan era because of his political disagreement with the US and he built a
huge weird house in San Pedro la Laguna on Lake Atitlan. We
visited him a couple of years ago; he is so depressed and quite ill but refuses
to come back to the States. He is 70 now. We are the only people to ever visit
him in Guatemala but I doubt if we can again. Guatemala is so dangerous and
Dell is so difficult and it is all so far away from China and Australia. When
we were New Orleans hippies we all looked up to Dell, he was just this really
cool person. My how times change us all. And there is Shane who changed her
name to Mariya ---- and I keep in touch with her on
Facebook but I have not seen here in person since 1994 when I took my two boys,
age eleven and eight at the time on a trip around the world and we stopped in
Louisiana to see Mariya, Los Angles to see Daniel
Bushnell who I was in that Order with in Syracuse New York and Towson Maryland
and I see on Facebook but we don’t seem to say much to each other, Hawaii to
visit Randy, Indiana to visit Tamzon and New York
City to see my brother who was dying of AIDS then we went to London, Paris,
Germany, and Switzerland; it was a good trip. And there is Tamzon,
she joined that Order from our days in New Orleans and seems to have had more favourable thoughts toward it. She befriended me for a
couple of weeks on Facebook but was upset about what I had said about her in my
Leaving Australia book which I had as a pdf on-line
but I took it off to save some people embarrassment though I do not understand
why some are so precious about what they did in the past. She seems to have dim
thoughts of me now.
The only people I still know from four-decades ago are the
ones I met in New Orleans; except for my first girl-friend from the early 1960s
or was it the mid-1960s? who I keep up with on Facebook and who will hopefully
one day sell our houses in upstate New York and Marta Waterman who I knew as a
child and who is writing a book about my brother.
We liked the Treme series and drove
around the area which has been re-done, for the most part. It is next to the
French Quarter and the music is less touristy and more authentic some say. I
have always liked the street musicians and there are still plenty of them about.
See my youtube video ---- http://youtu.be/QGzf4mQVNtQ
After a few days in New Orleans; and Narda
loving the place too, though maybe she tired of so many of my stories from so
long ago, we went south and stayed for three days at a bed and breakfast in the
Bayou. We did the tourist thing of going on a swamp alligator airboat, it is on youtube @ http://youtu.be/hYxw0-T8O7c. Spent a couple of days wandering around to the
tip of Louisiana and put our feet in the gulf where it was so warm but having
forgotten to bring our bathers we did not plunge all the way in.
Leaving Louisiana we stayed somewhere in Alabama. It was so
hot that we were in the motel pool within ten minutes of checking in and
planned the next morning to be back in Atlanta by early afternoon.
As they say, ‘one never knows what is around the next corner’.
Narda was driving on the interstate rolling along at
about 70 mph, 112 Kph, I was looking at something, probably at our new Nikon
D5100; what a great improvement to the little digital camera we had been using,
when there was a big bump, our car started swerving all over. We were in the
middle lane. Narda said, ‘he hit me’ and I waited for
the glass to break and the car to roll but when we hit the concrete block in
the middle of the highway separating us from oncoming cars I felt everything
would be fine. Narda said she was waiting for the
pain to hit. When we came to a grinding halt and the car stopped Narda discovered she could restart the car and went off
chasing the truck that hit us. I could not believe it but of course it is such
a Narda thing to do. The back wheel was broken, we
were in shock, and we are off. Luckily the truck pulled over and stopped. I
took lots of photos and by the time I got out of the car Narda
was already standing in front of the driver, ‘what was that?’ she demanded.
Fortunately the truckie was a good bloke and rang the
police and took full responsibility. He somehow did not see us when he changed
lanes and clipped us sending us across a couple of lanes.
Luck was on our side that no one was in our lane or the next
one over except for the truck that sent us on our merry way. The interstate was
extremely busy and there was just this little break in the traffic when we
decided to kiss the wall. And of course we were lucky to have the bloody wall
as some places there is no dividing barrier which would have meant we would
have been going across the lanes coming toward us too which would have killed
us off for sure.
We stood in the sun, 104 degrees, 40+ c, for more than two
hours watching the heavy traffic go pass us, waiting for a police then a
trooper then a tow truck. Having been in three previous serious accidents and
never getting a scratch I wonder what keeps me going. I survived the 1960s, car
accidents, marriages and just so much and I am still
full of gas – well probably that is not the correct analogy at my age… We
rented a fire-truck-red Volkswagen and got our sorry asses back to Atlanta,
though still in shock, by that night, Friday.
I said to Narda on Sunday as we
boarded a plane to Chicago > Beijing that if we had been killed we would be
having burial things done about then. We spent a night in Beijing and went on
to Adelaide the following day. I said we had a great chance to re-boot our
lives. Maybe we were killed out on the Interstate and now we can re-craft our
new lives. It has been a rather liberating feeling – that we had this choice
either to be dead meat or to keep on living and embrace every day anew.
At the moment I am writing this in Horsham, Victoria. We left
this morning, 26th July, Thursday, and got this far on our way to
Melbourne; doing another road trip. This is so different. Whereas driving
Atlanta to New Orleans is filled with towns and cities and massive freeways and
wild truck drivers; here is not really nothing, there is the outback, which at
the moment is quite green due to so much rain of late, single lane each
direction roads, with massive trucks – road trains they call them and instead
of the single trailer they pull two and even three giving us the feeling that
we truly would be cactus if they hit us.
Tomorrow we get to Melbourne and I am excited that my son
will stay with us for the weekend, the one that is still alive; the other son
visits too often, but in reality he is dead, and his visits freak me out. It is
almost nine years ago since he flew from the Dodger’s headquarters in Vero
Beach Florida to Sydney and went off of a 15-story hotel balcony when his
girlfriend broke up with him. The Dodgers were looking for him and were
concerned because he was acting strange the week leading up to then and he left
without telling anyone. I had a dream recently that he had pitched a perfect
game but of course that is not true at least not in my realm. I have been
having dreams for all these years where he is in some sort of trouble and he
asks me to help him get back on track to get back into baseball then I wake up
and say ‘no you are dead’. I hate those dreams and I get them regularly month
after month year after year. It is all so disconcerting.
Then I remember the 1960s and early 1970s in New Orleans when I had nothing and how simple it was. But then again it could be true that we died out on the Interstate a couple of weeks ago and all this is just some wayward thoughts coming through someone else. Just like my son asking me for help and I awake and say but you are dead, we may awake and someone will tell us that we died out on the Interstate. For now, I will go back to Leigh pitching a perfect game, somewhere in the universe; http://neuage.org/leigh.htm the perfect son.
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